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Heavenlee

Dang @Def_Starr im so sorry for taking over your thread i didnt even realize it but i cant agree more than with @Bugatti and @PTFC i agree time for an overhaul and get to work on updating that resume you work way too hard with so little return find something you love youre still young, the world is yours. I was up above and told a story about my husbands ex girlfriend she didnt go to school until she was a single mom and moved away from my husband best decision ever at the time although he just smokes weed now a adays. But he was a heroin and coke fiend. Anyways she didnt go to school until she was almost 30 and went on to Yale to get her law degree. She puts me to shame with her shenanigans when shooting c. Just an example i dont know if anyone can do what she did is really smart obviously she graduated at the top of her class at Yale! Shoot for the stars my friend. Dang you can tell im newly clean kind of so optimistic it made me want to vomit listening to that crap at AA. By the way i didnt get clean by going to meetings i just quit and found out i was happier without drugs or the seriously hard that kill you! I just need to be able to deal with the tough turns life throws at you that seems to be my downfall that and pain, but i guess its something i need to work with all the time., thinking of you and wishingyou the best mr cool guy. Big hugs to you! You know youre always in my thoughts. 

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Def_Starr

its all good :) i forgot this thread existed lol 

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Heavenlee

Damn I got to unclutter my pm box and see what's happening with you @Def_Starr last time we wrote it sounded promising hoping all is getting even better will pm you. Unnecessary to put here I'll write you. Missed you even though of my times of lurking in and out I always spoke to you. So I feel pretty updated!

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Def_Starr

yah i am doing good, i got myself out of that jam you know me and you were stuggling with, just been working out and drinking mineral water and aloe vera water and doing cardio 

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smckee83

I think that this planet is a ball of rock, water, and gas spinning around in orbit hurtling around in a vast unknown universe that will eventually plungeinto nothingness and then start again again and again. Then it will blast into existence And repeat but eventually will finally end and return to nothing, which is the only real true thing. Their are a lot of good warm hearted people on this planet but they are ultimately just being good for their own gain (religion, believing their doing the right thing, karma, believing if their good people will be good to them. Loving And being kind to their children because they are a reflection of themselves, and they do genuinely love them but like I said, their a reflection of themselves ) I've considered suicide but am ashamed to admit I am a coward and don't have the balls for lack of a better phrase. I'm hoping to one day drink enough alcohol and right combination of drugs to get the courage to just blow my brains out or the very least asphxiate on my vomit when I pass out. Sigh I'll probably just keep truckin on though. Fuck it why not right. Sorry to bring up an old thread. You guys and gals are cool And I love you all. Also did I use the right form of their. Should I have used they're? Fuck it. Love yall

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2earls
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Ahhh I see we have a cynic here. I like that, but not to the point of being suicidal. 

There's nothing wrong with being self serving, I think our ultimate goal should be to feel good and be happy. After all the loftier goals really boil down to that. I'm nice for the same reason I take drugs; it makes me feel good. If being bad made me feel just as good I suppose I would do that, but it doesn't. I guess this is a hedonistic philosophy? 

@smckee83 You certainly make some interesting posts. I hope some of it is not meant to be taken seriously. Really, who wants to choke on their puke? That is not glamorous. I was hoping the sentence was going to be "the right combination to feel like a million bucks" or something along those lines. 

 

 

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smckee83

That would be great too

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