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So I’m new to actually posting and being a newbie but have been reading and reading forums and blogs I’d say for Two weeks doing research and I’m just curious for some advice on best ways to use this guide and possibly advice on ways any users have maximized the potential and best features and get the best out of these forums and blogs thanks so much #goodvibes and good times any advice or wisdom would be grateful thanks

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Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys. Haven't blogged for a while, (give you all a break from me and my waffle..lol)  I had after 15 years bedbound become depressed and lost my only communication buddy so sorry about the constant waffling but I needed to express myself somehow. And thank you so much for those of you who took their time out to read it. I used to smoke weed to deal with my medical problems but gave it up and I didn't realise how negatively that had affected me.  Well I am using kevs candies from "merryjane medical" and thankfully I feel back to normal again.  Well as normal as I ever can be ...lol.  love and peace to you all. ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Earth calling jane!  Seriously,  IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE. Because on the level/dimension that I just so happen to necessarily, live in I FEEL SO ALONE  feell hat those beings are ONLY . 5th dimension )Only  containes enegies that VIBRATE with UNCONDITIONAL ..LOVE. I .......BUT FOR FuCKS SAKE THERE Has GOT TO BE SOME. BEI GS.....SURELY THAT Must ressonate at   THAT LEVEL? -im tired. -im confused. I am so ALONE  IN NT THOUGHTS........I GIVE UP,  I WISH I COULD "TELEPATHICALY" TRANSFER MY  MIND............ Anyway love and peace.... jane   ???  

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

I did something weirdly spontaneously today. I used to write for a website that specialises in the progression and techniques of expanding human consciousness. (I must point out they were not very drug friendly )  I had posted NINETY posts. (Over about six months) , then I stopped because for some reason I didn't pick up any vibes that ANYONE UNDERSTOOD  me anyway?  When I get no "feedback", its like I'm talking to myself! Like some sort of nutter!....DO YOU GET ME OR DON'T YOU GET ME? ......simple question?   I stopped six months ago but after reading some of the latest stuff on their, I am sorry but for some reason today........I DELETED THE WHOLE LOT!  So wtf can't i even delete ONE on here? .lol Then under my "status" I changed it to "NON EXSISTENCE"???? No matter what site I try my best to communicate with I ALWAYS feel like a fucking "alien"?????? I KNOW that I LITERALLY DID  "leave" this 3d realm/matrix  a long time ago ....but surely for fuck sake there are SOME "FRIENDLY BEINGS" OUT THERE.  I have met a few on here who I do really appreciate and am honoured to call friends...... But after SO MANY YEARS IN SILENCE. ..........I FEEL I NEED SOME COMMUNICATION.  From a "king" to a "tramp" would be interesting but I KNOW WHICH ONE I WOULD PREFER TO "STIMULATE"MY MIND. ...........where I hail from......There are no interests in weallth/fame or fortune. love and peace to alL.....IF ONLY....  jane ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Sorry, must have had a bit too much booze last night...ha ha. I meant to say that ONLY  ego's experience the trait of "frustration". not the other way round!   Duh!  We need our ego as a self survival whilst we live in the world, go to work, bring up kids and generaly compete in life. But when none of this is any longer required then our ego can become our own worst enemy. Some ego's would rather kill another, or even die themselves rather than admit they were wrong.  And few are willing to forgive, which ALWAYS backfires. "Do unto others and all that" is a LAW! (not a religious peice of crap!) When we get rid of it we no longer experience things like "frustration" ( sorry thats where I went wrong yesterday) I couldn't even THINK of the word...lol. No jealousy,  no grief, no offence, no boredom and most negative traits are gone! Problem is so are things like excitement and pleasure.  But I would trade such things not to have to experience the "hell" that an ego can make of life. Just wanted to clear up my mistake. Must drink less tonight.....lmao. Love and peace.......jane.    ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

The thing that makes it SO,  ......(what is this worrd  ??(sorry) ???????? I know longer have this experience.? ..)....oh............? Frustrating!!! .(egos dont experience that trait)  i had to really concentrate to even find that  word.   Is because KNOWING WHAT IS GOING ON , in the matrix.....and not! Is like the difference between a child who can count to 10 ....and a person who understands algebrae!   Who has the most benefit? The elder more educated one!  They are at the extreme/different levels of knowledge /understanding /maturity...... BUT FORTUNATELY THAT IS NOT THE CASE,,,,, And this MY FRIENDS IS EXACTLY WHERE MY DIFFICULTIES LIE.   SHIT, I really wish I could express my self better!  Maybe I should write a poem....lmfao. Love and peace to you all.....jane   ??? Good night, sleep tight.     

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Can I just say a big THANK YOU " to those of you who use up your valuable time on reading (maybe even contemplating)  the waffling that I tend to do when I write my blogs! I have been isolated ( I left the matrix) years ago, and sometimes it can feel like you are literally an alien on your own planet.  It's not that I need counselling (talking therapy) who on earth would even understand me? it's just that even though I know that no one can probably understand me......... AT LEAST YOU LISTEN! (Or give that impression! )  I  live such a multidimensional life, that it is quite impossible for a single being to really understand me now.  My next blog will be explaining living in a "multidimensional " worlrd.....for those who are interested. If people can even understand me?  I am nearly 60 now, but I  LIVED IN THE "typical" MATRIX fo 44 years , so I know that it is so very difficult to even CONTEMPLATE anythink else. (Whilst under its 'spell'.)  I have seen and know so much that is ineffible. But I still really appreciate,  even with no "feedback" comments......that at least SOMEONE.  SOMEWHERE, is reading it!  Having experienced BOTH SIDES of life......being "IN" and "OUTSIDE " the "matrix" called......."LIFE"....... As an accountable  advocate I am trying my HARDEST TO GET THE TRUTH OUT THERE!  Love and peace .....jane.... ???

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

The conditions and circumstances of my FORCED "grounding" (, mainly due to horrendous sound vibrations) were initially so dramatic and out of my control, beiig trapped in bed, unable to escape, that I was literally having seizures (fits!) I completely understand how and why caged animals in the wrong environments can die of stress. I was more than happy to leave this earth. Then during a quiet (ish) few hours I experienced what I knew to be very similar to the "paeceful death process". Having watched my dad, die in a very similar manner. Beginning as a very slow process, over a period of several hours, lying still and in silence, I felt myself literally 'detatch' from everyone and everything around me. None of it was even relevant or important anymore. Then I became so "light-headed" in both senses of the word that I could no longer move. It was as if I was paralysed. I felt myself being completely released from the gravitational pull. (Having been in my physical and psychological situation for years there was not a great deal of gravity keeping me here, anyway.) Instead of the gravitational 'pull' downwards, I felt it completely reverse to a magnetic pull from above!  I have heard of the condition called 'sammahdi' in the east which is how I would describe it. The love and light of "source" is SO UNCONDITIONAL  and extremely powerful that I understand why many in sammhadi chose not to return!  Then I felt my conscious awareness leaving my physical body and brain. It was as if I was being put under an anaesthetic and there was absolutely no way to fight it!  I had a "sounds" machine next to me on my bed because I had been attempting to desensitise my acute hearing. It had gotten so intolerable that I was fully ready to go back to "source". As we leave each level of our being it is the sense of sound that is the last to go, and first to come back. ONLY by the strength and will of "source" and a tremendous effort was I able to move JUST ONE FINGER.....and just far enough to press the 'on' switch of the sounds machine. And I became aware of that audible sound.  Then I had to FULLY and INTENSELY concentrate and focus my WHOLE BEING on just that sound in order for the levels of my being to reconnect back to the 3rd dimension of time and space. And thereby stop the process of induction.  I was LITERALLY  like a moth being drawn to a flame!  I realised that this is probably how we all die. We are ALL essentially 'moths'. But once I knew for certain the path/route BACK to "source" and that unconditional love and light waiting there, that desperation became less suicidal. Now......"heaven" can wait!  It was certainly one of the most intense experiencesI have had during my 'journey ' and I have certainly had quite a few. Love and peace.....jane  ???  

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

This is about mental health.  A "kundalini awakening" and a "spititual emergence" are the EXACT SAME THING.  IT can take us (our minds/consciousness ) SO CLOSE TO THE EDGE, that it can feel like we are literally going insane! The only difference between the extremes of sanity and insanity that we can experience is in the "balance" and "inbalanced " energies within our minds/psyches and psychological make up.  And believe me there is  a very fine line between the two!  It can cause what seem to be symptoms similar to o.c.d., anorexiia, bipolar disorder paranoia and  enen schizophrenia. The absolute tragedy from my perspective,  as a medical professional is that the medical profession DO NOT because they CANNOT distinguish between a true 'awakening ' and a psychological disorer.  NO ONE CAN TRULY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY THEMSELVES HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED!   Had I confided in anyone, the truth of what I was experiencing,  it would have been so easy (and maybe understandable) to have just dismissed this experience as a mental disturbance.   And fucking "sectioned me!" ....!!!!!!!!! that is not to say that all such signs/symptoms ARE spiritual in nature and therefore never reguire treatment.  But just to point out the similarities.  It would be far better and easier for us if all the medical profession were made aware of this phenomena so that they could easily distinguish between the two. the paradox is that if we can "take control" and eventually rid ourselves of the "EGO" ( which believes it is "god" as an illusion all along) then instead of leading to "insanity" ..... It actually leads us to SUPERSANITY,  I love this joke where in a psychiatric ward 2 patients were sitting side by side, one person picks up a chair and throws it across the room. The nurse asked " why did you do that" to which he replies "god told me to do it".....the other patient stands up indiguently and says " I NEVER SAID SUCH A THING" ! Ha ha  Sorry if you don't get my sense of humour!  But I found it funny, from MY PERSPECTIVES......we are ALL OUR OWN "GOD"!  Once our ego is subdued.......WE KNOW EXACTLY WHO WE ARE. love and peace,   jane ???  

Jane

Jane

 

Jane on "life"

Hi guys, me again and my weird blogs..lol. PSYCHONAUT........mind travel. Brainwaves are measured in cycles per second. BETA- 12-18HZ (normal alert consciousness ) ALPHA- 8-12 (resting mind) THETA-3-8 (deep sleep) DELTA- 0.5-3 (deepest meditation/dreamless sleep) When my "journey " began I literally felt my brainwaves slow right down, after some experience with weed. Then I didn't need the weed it became a natural permanent state. My mind was in a PERMANENT  meditative state! (And I wasn't even aware of it!)  The "RAT-RACE" had become far too fast paced for meto keep up with or be involved in any longer, as a medical professional I was no longer able to function. My energy and very LIFE FORCE  had become depleted. I experienced a full on spiritual emergence (kundalini awakening as it's called in the east) it lasted exactly 40 days/nights! This was off ALL drugs including nicotine and was when my mind was literally DE-PROGRAMMED! (An experience that would take a whole other blog to explain...lol) My brainwaves slowed down even further to the point where I lost much of the awareness of the whole 3d realm. Different rates in brain activity are experienced by the mind as different subjective conscious awareness and experiences of our OWN REALITY. I no longer 'lived' here, I was just "observing' from far, far away!  I suppose dependent on how your mind is ressonnating will depend on your dimensional experience.  meaning that people are 'residing' in different realms (dimensions/planes/levels, or whatever you want to call it.......WORLDS) fortunately I was spending so much time alone that I could 'hide' much of what was going on. Others are not so lucky and end up being diagnosed as having a "PSYCHOTIC EPISODE".......cause as psychiatry are FINALLY coming to realise they are ONE and THE SAME THING!  I left the planet for over a decade, as if I was defying gravity?  body withered like an astronaught, with a mind that just was not here!  Having spent so long in my own world the problem for me was when I became aware of a PHYSIOLOGICAL process going on in my head as if something was trying to SPEED BACK UP  my brainwaves! It felt like a motor had been planted in my head and it kept running for periods of times at different speeds (like gears changing) I describe it as having "left the planet" because mind travelcan be perfectly compared to space travel, in the physical world. The concepts are similar in terms of.... launching, rocket fuel, boosters, engines, trajectories,  orbits, spheres of altitude etc. And similarly it takes great FORCE  and ENERGY to get into orbit but once the gravitational pull of the earths force has been broken through,  it takes far less energy/fuel. The only difference between a Psychonaut and an ASTRONAUT is that the former doesn't fully physically leave the planet. I made a few 'aborted' landings over the past couple of years due to the extreme 'turbulence' that I experienced whilst coming into land due to the environmental circumstances I was living under. eg: I had always been hypersensitive to sound but that magnified x100 and went on 24/7..(and could no longer be blocked out with earplugs)  it took 6 months to move to a quieter area. I apologise if anyone thinks I sound a bit crazy......but I dont really care,  as I am ONLY SHARING MY TRUTH!  Love and peace.....jane   ???

Jane

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